The pupil did not know it before, but he
has had the experience He will now set himself the seemingly impossible task.
He will tell his mind to think on God, Truth, Reality Self, Consciousness, the
Absolute. There is no gas for this ballooning; nothing on earth or in the mind
can help him He must make no comparisons or contrasts, no definitions no
categories. He must use his own jet-power to ride over all these things. In his
practice he can use words (I) to keep other thoughts out of the picture, and
(2) to act as boats for the voyage of discovery. These are not words of
definition but words of discovery.
He will find that he has to perform this
feat by an act (or acts) of being. He will know the being, because the being
has its own knowing, which is direct, without any intermediate or mediating
thing or thought. This act of being is sustained by his will. He has set his
face towards the fulfillment pf the twill. After all, all his doing and having
in the past has only been operated to serve his experience of being. We do not
fundamentally want to have and to do, we only want to lie, and we use the
having and doing for that purpose. Further, our will to be is not content with
anything it seeks its goal beyond the irksome limits of having and doing. Man
will not be really happy until he is consciously one wit God, and shares the
freedom of that one Reality.
There in the will is indeed another seed, but
it is the seed no of anything in the world or in the min d, but of the Beyond
which alone account for the here. The will never change alone accounts for the
'here'. The will never changes; it always points to that true North. The mind
is of the mud of earth, except in this one fact. Therein is that spark of
original power and being, even in the midst of the mind and the body. Man
cannot master other things, because all have the right to master themselves;
but man can master himself and be without fear. He can learn that all things
serve him and he them, and that nothing in his life happens contrary to his
will, which is so little known by the rest of his mind, which yet can come to
know and thus enter that glorious service, and will come to know this through
the asamprajrnata samadhi. 'Man is the mirror of the universe', it has been
said. Yes, and in this point of joyous vision and service the mirror of God and
his freedom, reality, truth, self, and all. Thus he will find God here, even in
the mind, and be able to say from experience, 'He who cannot find God here
cannot find him anywhere'.
In some of the preceding paragraphs I have
mentioned meditation and contemplation together. The reason for this is that
concentration, meditation, and contemplation form a sequence, always together.
The act or practice begins with concentration, which then continues inside or
behind the meditation. It goes on with meditation and then continues in or
behind the contemplation, which remains within its scope
Still, nothing goes on forever, and the
upward way is like a stair, not an inclined plane: Each stair or platform
prepares for the next. In childhood we develop mostly our bodies and senses.
Later, when these are mature and have practically stopped growing we develop
especially our emotions. Later still, our thoughts, and at last some synthetic
wisdom. Therein lies the doctrine of the archetypes. It would not do for our
bodies to grow a hundred feet tall; the leverages would be wrong, say the
biologists. Yet there is some degree that can be called perfect body. When it
reaches that, it stops. So also with emotions and mind. The archetype is not a
blueprint, a prototype, but a limit. It is not perfection in the abstract.
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